okay, actually eight isn’t enough as i’ve got four more chemo doses to go, but lord in heaven i am soooo over this shit.
i’m fat – newsflash – some people actually gain weight during chemo. thanks for that warning. someone please mail me a mumu because that’s all i’m going to fit in at the end of this.
i’m tired of this nasty taste in my mouth. i mostly drink carbonated beverages now because the bubbles help mask any strange flavors.
i’m exhausted and i can never get a good night’s sleep anymore. last night nugget slept with her grandmamie though, so i slept with prince lunesta.
my face and neck are now turning a lovely shade of red for the first few days post chemo. what makes the red man red? i guess it’s chemo.
the neuropathy is causing me to drop things. most unappreciated was the bowl of chicken tortilla soup in tiny apartment’s dining room/library/office which is oh so pleasantly carpeted in beige.
here’s yesterday’s chemo self-portrait. i think i like this one best because you can’t see my hair. when i look at it i just see me.
you can check out the real world page for the hair update. i shave it every week or so because while it is still growing, only about half of it is. so, no, i don’t want to let that half start growing out into a lovely head of string hair.
here are the latest new house photos. the fireplace mantle and hearth are in, and the hardwood flooring was going in on my last visit.
these two photos are a follow-up to my last post about the shake. i got a lost of questions about that!
tomorrow, nugget and i are off to orlando to visit family and make her first trip to walt disney world. i am beyond excited. she just understands that she’ll get to see minnie’s, er, “mimmie’s” house, and girl loves her some mimmie! mimmie loves you too, nugget!
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March 26, 2009 at 10:18 am
againseminoma
Neuropathy stinks. Vitamin B, vitamin E, and antioxidants are supposed to help, but the statistics are not in our favor. Post-chemo, I got neuropathy in my fingers and finger tremors.
September 27, 2008 at 10:29 am
Paige
I know exactly what you mean… I just had #7 this past Thursday.
I’ve never been this heavy in my life. As much as the anti-nausea steroids have helped, they make me SO HUNGRY ALL THE TIME. The steroid is also what makes you red, and your skin to become discolored on other parts of your body, and it also makes your (well, at least mine… yours looks completely normal!) face awfully round… “moon face.” I guess I would rather have these problems than be vomiting all the time, though!
I hope the rest of your battle goes smoothly!
September 22, 2008 at 9:05 pm
Jocelyne
thinking of you. and sending you meet my puppy invitations 🙂
September 21, 2008 at 10:01 pm
Marty
BTW, the redness thing on neck/face post chemo I believe is caused by that steroid they use for anti nausea. Hang in there, I just did the 12 pack of ABVD.
September 21, 2008 at 12:28 pm
Mitzi
you look beautiful… not fat! the house is fab. love the fireplace.
have fun at disney. i’m sure nugget will bring many, many smiles to your face!
September 20, 2008 at 8:46 am
Jen
Oh, the correct shake is BEAUTIFUL.
But not as beautiful as you.
Have a fantastic time! XXXOOO
September 19, 2008 at 10:33 pm
phdinparenting
Have a great time in Disneyworld!
September 19, 2008 at 6:00 pm
Alexis
also id like to add you look beautiful… and your not fat
September 19, 2008 at 5:08 pm
halfpintpixie
Good to hear from you, and have a fab time in Disneyworld. If you see Aladdin give him a big kiss from me (yes I think a cartoon guy is cute, how sad am I!) 😉
September 19, 2008 at 4:50 pm
Maria
You look beautiful. The house looks great too. 🙂
September 19, 2008 at 1:09 pm
Alexis
that fire place is awesome!
September 19, 2008 at 11:12 am
Lisa
I love the “correct” shake 🙂 is it real wood or a synthetic, like trex?