“one moment in her presence and you can forget the rest. for the girl is second best to none…”
a year ago, today we welcomed our daughter into the world. she had already been a part of our world for months, but this, this was her big debut.
it was scary. it hurt. a lot. a whole lot. nothing went according to any of the well thought out plans, not a, b or c. there were drugs, fevers, emergencies, scalpels, no time for tears or fears and then, plenty. slice. pull. snip. and just like that, our star was born.
her ten tiny toes, her perfect mouth, her little hands that held on to our fingers, they were all small miracles. the sum of her parts, she was the biggest miracle of them all. did all of these people swarming around us
know? did they know she was the one? the one of so many infertility treatments, the one ivf protocol that finally worked? the one embryo that implanted? the only one that would ever be a baby in our arms? the one dream that we dreamt for oh-so-long that finally came true? we knew.
the 365 days that followed helped fade some of my feelings over the whole experience, how it all shook down that day and over the week that we spent there. or maybe now i just don’t have the time and energy to fixate on those memories. i’m too busy chasing after nugget, picking up her toys, reading her story after story, too busy being her mommy. and i love every single moment of it; i live for it.
“she’s the one.”